I often wonder

I often wonder what my silence means, whether it speaks, whether it screams. I often wonder whether you listen when I am silent in my screams and screaming in silence. I often wonder what you'd do with the weight of my silence, maybe you'd understand that it has a reason. Maybe you'll beseech it to … Continue reading I often wonder

You won’t understand!

“How are you?” “Good” “Just good?” “Yup, good” “You know; you could say more about your life” “No, I am fine” There is so much I want to say but no words form – I am speechless. Loneliness is replaced by solitude. Finally. Sometimes no hope is a much better end than the illusion of … Continue reading You won’t understand!